Should i let it out ?
Or should i not ?
If i let it out , people will be laughing , making fun of her .
If i dont let it out , i'm feeling that im such a failure .
You know ? I really treat her as a girl that's caring , kind , helpful . And slowly, i wonder why this is happening .
Maybe i should just give it up . I'm feeling really funny right now , wondering what's the next step to do .
Maybe i should just keep it to myself . Not telling her , i can't bear to see her hurt , sad , embarrass . Nevermind , since that's what i did , i'll bear the consequences . I won't give you up , hold it there girl . I'm always by your side .
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